I never want to feel like I’m in a relationship with my imagination
I never want to feel like I have to fill in the blanks
I never want to feel like I’m in love with vibrations.
Relationships like that are parallel to schizophrenia.
Relationships like that are products of expectation and overthinking.
I want to feel and see and hear and read your flesh, bones, blood, heart, and breath
In front of me,
on top of me.
"But don’t ever be afraid to disappoint me," I say as I wrap my arms around your chest.
“you’re allowed to disappoint me!! Disappointment is the antidote to delusion, disappointment is the truth to love..revolution after the let down is the key to revelation of growth.”